Seeking a connection on a mental, emotional and spiritual level.

We are all paradoxical beings, whether we're aware of it or not. I am aware of the paradox i am, and that describing oneself here is a poor attempt to portray who we are, as the complexed bunch we are lol. But i know everybody here is doing the best they can to convey who they think they are. I am in the process and path of re-discovering myself, getting to know who i really i am. The true self, not ego and personality. My ultimate goal in this lifetime is to achieve a healthy balance (according to my standards and beliefs) in how i express the experience of being a human. I won't bother describing my qualities and persona, for i believe that the best way to know someone is in person, through eye contact, a touch maybe, or even a kiss :). However, i will mention that i strive for being the kindest, most loving, balanced and peaceful person i can be. Like everybody else, i have my own challenges and struggles, my ups and downs. But i constantly work on remaining positive and grateful amidst it all. I am a lover of mother earth, its beauty, all its creation and life forms. I contemplate the meaning of life and existence, and i am fascinated by the beauty and mysteries of this universe and all its wonders. I am also a musician, who enjoys and loves exploring and playing different genres of music. If you understand, resonate with my philosophy and think you match my vibe, that's a good start, and i would love to talk to you :)