Is love a dream or reality? I want to enjoy it, maybe you will help me?

I’m 58 single widowed living alone in Tampa Florida. I’m looking seriously for beautiful charming lady to be my soulmate ?wife who can relocate to live together with love and happiness. I adore beaches traveling. I’m one of a kind gentleman respectful caring loyal and humble never lie or cheat . I’m not perfect but almost perfect. When you capture on my heart hard to return to back to me. You ll never ever regret knowing me loving me just honestly is my open treasure to my heart. I’m real like a gold serious like a wolf?who’s going to be my queen forever.Dying for love is not difficult, it’s hard to find love.