Leaving me sad You left me just lying there pain though my heart you left me thinking this is just another test crying because i lost something that is the best you broke my heart and made it dry now your making me hurt and inside i die because you thought you had to leave now my heart and my joy has left more and more right when you walk out the door you took my heart away that aint fun i try to think what is it have i done because i want to go back to where we begun seeing your smile each and everyday but now you are gone and ran so far away as i lay here and think of what i had i begin to hurt in my heart where i never did before because you left alone laying there just so sad this is a poem i wrote to an ex which i got over long time ago but i love to poem i would say that i am a fun person to hang around with i like to laugh i love to hang out with friends. i am loyal person honest and would love to meet someone who shares the same traits as me i love listening to classical music and opera in the early morning while watching the news on mute and reading the paper with opera or classical music on i'm working on writting a book witch i add something new every day i also keep a file of everything i dream about i sit and write while listening to opera and classical and news on mute i read the subtitles from time to time while enjoying a small cup of turkish coffee lol i may sound like a weird person but not many people know that about me Looking For: i feel like i have a lot to offer and give i would like to meet someone who can hold a conversation and have critical mind of their own and knows what they want mature no kids i would like to meet you Mrs. Right lol :P i've never had any luck with women on the internet before ok what i look for i look for personality i like a girl who knows how to have fun and is not bored or boring someone who you feel excited with and i also like someone who knows how to get along with me and my friends and who is not shy i like outgoing girls i want to meet someone who can hold a conversation and has their mind made up smart is what i'm trying to say looks i look for someone between 5"0 and 5"10 not that fat not that thin i like someone whos got meat on their bones between 125lbs to 155lbs depends on height i like someone with long hair doest matter what color green or blue eyes are a must thats my specification i will never find someone who has everything i'm looking for but its healthy to dream you know in the end in reality i dont care someone nice i deserve someone who deserves me i really have a lot to offer i take whatever comes my way lol not to be understood in the wrong way i ramble on like that when i'm tired