Pali/american, lost, I don't know what I'm looking for yet.

I'm 20 years old now, I moved around a lot growing up, from Palestine to the US. Now I live alone, I'm working on starting my own business like many of us Arabs do haha, I've been on my own for 2 years now, I'm very in touch with my family but I'm just far away, and I think I've just lost alot of Arabic culture living here. And working so much to get to a place where I'm able to provide for what's in store for the future! I feel like I've gotten sidetracked and lost sight of what's important. And my ideal woman would be a cool down to earth girl, who might try to understand me and who will look up to me for who I am, and who will stick by me through everything as long as I treat her right always! I don't know why I'm on this Arabdating site haha, I feel like I should just go back to Palestine one day and have my parents find someone for me like every other Arabic guy. But that idea kinda scares me. I need someone who's maybe in the same boat I am, I'm just confused. But my ideal Arabic woman is cute, funny, kind, sweet. The kind of girl who I'd never want to see upset. Someone who I'd always want to push harder so she can be as happy as she can be. Someone who makes me want to provide for her, not someone who demands it. I think that's real love. This all sounds kinda cheesy for me, but it's honest.